niqabiummaadam:

Missing her hurts so much, on these nights where I lie in bed, her name pops into my head, my heart starts hurting all over again, like it was numb and now it remembers heartbreak all over again. On a nightly basis when the chores are done and the kids are asleep, you are my last thought. Even in your last breath, you were my last thought.

I love and miss you with every breaking moment.